BUSHEL OF LOVE
Nashville, Phoenix, and Chapel Hill, each in its own way, sustained me through
a bout with cancer. Chapel Hill bore the news and the weight of chemotherapy.
It was there that Dr. John Parker, with extraordinary skill and kindness,
restored me to health. His exemplary life, itself mournfully abbreviated by
cancer, will forever be inspiring. Phoenix was the site for recuperation. I
remained there about a month after finishing treatment, and stayed at my
father’s home, a peaceful, inviting, and reviving place. Vanderbilt
University brought me to Nashville, the setting of the song’s inspiration, in
preparation for a bone marrow transplant, soberly considered but ultimately
declined. The music from Printer’s Alley seemed to have more healing in it.
Wonderful towns and surroundings notwithstanding, it was love that cured me,
bushels of it.
FOLLOW ME TO KENTUCKY
I was born in North Carolina and raised in Kentucky. While living out west,
an acquaintance from the Pacific coast asked me why in heaven’s name I would
consider moving back to, of all places, Kentucky. In spite of her
bewilderment, I did just that, and wrote this song, not really as an
invitation, but as an explanation. I don’t reckon she gets it even to this
day.
I CAN SAY I LOVE YOU
Some songs just don’t beg for an introduction. A couple, committed to each
other but disgruntled, lets off some steam. I don’t really know whether they
worked it out.
JUST LIKE YOU
This was a trip to Maui with Juliana. We walked the beaches, drove the road
to Hana and Lindbergh’s grave, spent many hours under the surf scuba diving,
and climbed Haleakala and the Iao Needle. These places almost seem mythical
now, and will always remind me of her.
LET ME GO
For my son, Scott. I envision him longing for, using, and infrequently
abusing freedom, eventually getting it and getting it right, if even like most
of us, belatedly.
MY OLD GUITAR
An unrequited and partially unreconciled love song. I don’t figure I can
rightly divulge any more about this one.
PAPPY’S STORE
Pappy Osborne was my mom’s father. He was a pharmacist, and for that matter
the town doctor for years in Westwood, Kentucky. He ran his own little drug
store there until he was ninety years old. My brother, Greg, and I wrote
these lyrics together. We were pretty much raised in Pappy’s store where he
and our Grandmother worked twelve hours a day most of their lives. That
didn’t hinder them from teaching us how to live, how to care for your
townsfolk, and how to love. She died nearly twenty years before him, but it
still felt like she was at his side.
RAILROAD MAN
The B&O railroad moved Grandpappy Rogers from his hometown hollow (which you
can’t find on a map) to a modestly more populous railroad and river town
(which you can). This incited the hometown folk to nickname him Big City, and
it stuck. In addition to being a railroad man, Big City was an antique
repairman, a truck driver, a painter, and one hell of a country crooner. This
song was written for his funeral. I’d like to say that Greg and I sang it
well for him then, but the truth is we played it on the guitar, and choked
back tears.
RASPBERRY PATCH
Nothing apocryphal here. Grandma Lettie lived to be a hundred and two. This
was her hundredth birthday song. She was still spry then, although she had
recently fallen off a ladder and broken her hip picking nuts from a tree. The
raspberry patch is where she met her husband, Edward. He wasn’t around to
verify any of this, but he had mused about it in verse. Grandma Lettie
corroborated it all.
UNSPOKEN ROAD
In one way or another, I imagine most songs are love songs. This was written
for one of my brother’s weddings—not intended to announce that my brother had
many weddings, rather that I have many brothers. Although marriage is by no
means novel, you can’t photocopy it. It has to be forged anew. The
apparently well-traveled road becomes fresh and unspoken once you start down
it.
WOULDN’T BE ENOUGH
More overtly a wedding song than Unspoken Road, Wouldn’t Be Enough emanates
from the groom to the bride’s parents, then to his own parents, and finally to
the bride alone. Through good parents I was afforded a view of love’s merits
before taking it on whole hog, and writing it on my heart. Saying “I love you
Julie” still just doesn’t do it justice.
YOU TEACH ME
A lullaby. Greg and I wrote this lyric together. He wanted to call it Sami’s
Song, after his oldest daughter, because he believed he had learned more from
her than he was ever capable of teaching. Now that there are several children
teaching us daily, the more inclusive title seems to fit better.